Graphic by Charlotte Lawson
Your tongue, wet and warm I have always felt older than I really am, especially with the sun beating down on my head like this. I feel like you’re not holding my hand tight enough but maybe that’s just me, insecure as ever. You say wake me when you want me, but I want you all the time— it’s impossible not to in heat like this— pressed to my chest, curled into my side, the rhythms of your breaths pacing mine, shallow in marvel at your presence. I must have done something right for you to be here. The possibility expands like a breath in my chest and I let it fill my lungs (I want you, I want you) The space behind your ear, the hollow of your shoulder, the crevice between your eyelid and your nose, these are the things I want from you. Each inhale and exhale a luxury of forgetting. A promise of more. The amplification of my own adoration makes it better because I believe you. I’d give you anything you wanted, probably, but I hope you never realize it. I hope you are surprised, every time. I am yours, every time, not going anywhere, and now we are between summers like sheets and I am believing everything you are saying (I want you, I want you) You are becoming mine in the way that I was my mother’s, and I am praying that wanting us to be happy is enough. You say wake me when you want me, so I press my lips to your temple, a gun, because what I want is larger than you think. Sometimes the gravity of it all frightens me, but right now the moon is big in the sky and I want you, I want you, I want you.
This is so beautiful:,)
such a wonderful piece
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